funny feelings

i think i have reach a point where i can say, i shall not put anything else in my brain but let it rest and pray to God it will remember everything.

i always have this funny feeling that if i read something then switch to something else, i'll forget what i just read before that something else.
i also always have this funny feeling that if i talk to much, the information in my brain would flow out and vanish with every word i say.

strange i know, but that is how i feel.seriously, this sucks!
how do we study for unprepared poetry? do we prepare something unprepared? or should we just be unprepared?
im confused! =S

lesson for today : never leave alithea alone with oranges, she'll do this :



i have done weirder things, trust me. =)


*end*
im going to bed..zzzZZZzzzz