of graduation night.

something funny was said in the play done by my bunch of friends during graduation night last saturday.

quote of the day.

shaun : you read too much, you know too much and you talk too much. *with all the actions, those who saw, you know what i mean.

i found this so funny. LOL. Shaun was hilarious.
can't get enough of it. hahahahaha

while in business studies class

i was in business studies class today and we were talking about graduation night. then i was thinking of Kartika (dont know if the spelling is right) and her vena, an instrument that looked like a sita to me. and it occured to me that,

'we think that its the same because we don't really know the difference.'

it may actually be different but because we have no knowledge of something, we will always assume it's the same. like how we think all Europeans are all from the same country and all Europeans think Asians are only Japanese or Chinese, because to them we all look the same.
They never seem to understand that there are such people like MALAYSIANS.

then they'll ask, "where is this Malaysia?"
then i'll go, "you know Thailand? and Singapore? Yeah, the big bloop in the middle of that two, is Malaysia," then i'll be smiling, internally laughing at their very confused faces.
you either be Chinese and come from China
or be Japanese.
and i thought i knew so little of the European culture. LOL


*end*

i feel

*i sit alone, staring at the floor panels in my toilet*

i feel like im trapped inside a box. i can move, but only a little.
i feel like im trapped inside my own head. i can think, but can never say anything out.
i feel like im inadequate. i know what im doing, but it never seems to be right.
i feel like im restrained. i have a lot of things to say, but never feel that it's right to be said.
i feel like im suppressed inside. i think im free, but yet i don't think i am.
i feel like i should say something. i can, but not without hurting people.

there are about a gizzilion things i would like to express and say it out loud.
but i dont think its right. though i think im doing nothing wrong if i said it, its not right either.
am i doing people a favour by pointing out short-comings?
or am i just a mood-spoiler?

nothing gets to me most, than having to shut up, when everything inside me is screaming their heads off.


*end*

disappearing

sometimes you just wanna go :



nothing much to say.

*end*


ps. i got a new bag from Nora. its so cool!

my second home

its been awhile seen i updated and yeah, i may be losing my readers.

1st i would like to congratulate my juniors on a job well done, in the national marching band competition. they got 2nd and i was so impressed. *proud face*
GOOD JOB!!!
VI got 3rd, so we actually beat them.HAHAHAHAHA. finally. *big grin*

anyway, what i really wanted to write about is that my 2nd home is not Sri Impian but the college SSU.
today is a thursday and i practically have no class. the reason i came to college is a little bit blurry now and i havent the slightest clue on why i chose to come. one possible reason would be that i had a meeting to plan the upcoming Vision magazine. other than that, i think there are no possible explanations on why i came.
or maybe because i love not getting extra hours of sleeps *thinking of pree* LOL
or maybe, i wanted to do my homework and study?
or maybe i just wanted to laze around the SSU and read online manga.
i know, i live a sad life.

i never realized that i actually spend a considerable number of hours in the SSU (Student Services Unit, for those who dont know) until i had a meeting with Kai Li, our editor-in-chief. the conversation :

Alithea : Hi, sorry my brain is not functioning very well now, need some time to kick in. (was sleeping in the SSU, just woke up)
Kai Li : I can see that. haha

*fast forward*

Alithea : Wen Jo, can you pass me my laptop?
Kai Li : Alithea, you practically live here ar?
Alithea : yeah hor, come to think of it. I spend almost all my free time here. 'Cos i can sleep here, i can't sleep in the library. LOL

so, to all the people who wants to find me, i'll be in the SSU =)



*end*